This world has one game. It’s not a special one. But I’d like to play in it, from time to time. It has some words which sound like: The War Never Changes *(c) Whole year I was trying not to think about that. When I was in Kharkov all I was doing was oriented toward surviving. And it was attempting first to not appear in a place where artillery or rockets will. Of course, nothing was dependent on me. it’s about luck first of all. Or not luck.
Once I saw how a rocket aimed at a human. He disappeared. Was it luck for him? Definitely, he died as fast as it was possible. he wasn’t suffering. He just dematerialized. But his life finished because of the war, not because of him. Could it be destiny? probably. But no. that was the war.
Several times I was under the rockets. And near the rockets. Am I a hero after that? No. I’m just the lucky one. Not more. Did war make me stronger? Probably. But it destroyed at least all my plans. And it wasn’t my choice. If you would like to know: I would have replaced all institutions with AI.
Any way. I’m there where I’m for now. Humans really do need not so many things to be ok. I’m calling you not to cheat yourselves. And be as strong as possible in any situation. Pain will go. And you will become tougher. Keep clean your mind and thoughts. It’s very important.
Looking back thru all that months it seems like at least several years. I’m glad to myself that I did what I did. I survived. I was gone from Ukraine. I moved to a city which I like and where people are more grateful. And I continued to train even when I was demoralized and weak. Exactly that acts helped me not to become crazier. And now I can even boast a bit about it. So the main thought is: not cheat yourself. Recognize and conquer all that shit that interferes with you to upgrade yourself, from day to day. And you would pay respect to yourself – later. Press “X“…
Rereading that opus, it’s too strange. But. But. I wish it to all of us. To have changes that would lead us to the correct goals*. Happy New 2023 Year!